Today i want to talk about special moment got to me while signing papers, i been ask to translate a paper from my language to Korean and that paper about my parents, when it come to my parents i personally dont like to talk about my parents for my own reasons, however one of the words that i had to translate , and hits me more strongly than ever is (mother=dead).it been 7 years since i talk about my own mom,it like my brain blocks all the hurtful memories, my mind by its own choose decide to take care of my inside wounds, it been long time since i remember my own mom so it hurt me and I'm holding my self to not tears up again. I don't know why i decided suddenly to talk about my own feeling , the deep ones to you guys but im looking forward to discover why i did this post.